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Unhappy
I never gave life much thought in what happiness or fulfillment was. It all seems pointless. Working, chasing endless goals. Even traveling and going to see new places. It just seems so freaki...
Anxiety
It’s so weird waiting for tests that can change your life. Sometimes tests mean nothing in childhood and have little impact but as we grow these tests can change our lives forever.
Avoidance
Sometimes I wish I could just be. Just check out and stare out into the sky or the wall. Just for a little while. Avoid my own Dr visit from abnormal results. Avoid going home for a little whi...
Back to work
Today, I was handed a list of tasks I could not care less about. It’s grunt work, that’s all these dudes give us. They don’t care to teach. They blame my gender for everything they can. Reluc...
Book Description
My fiancee has leukemia. She’s in remission, and now developed staph. The Dr say we caught it early. I am so scared. My stomach is always in Knots. I have lived my life for us, we are still young, and we were never sick before. I don’t understand why this is happening. I feel like a zombie. I feel like everything my coworkers talk about is insignificant. I feel so jealous that they are able to live their lives with out caring. I work a lot, I have friends that care but I want the people I work with to care. We work in a hostile environment. They don’t care. They are childish and egotistic. I’m trying to drown them out of my head and heart. I’ll be writing whatever I can to get these thoughts out. It’s all I can do.
