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I think no one would care if I cease to exist
I’m not suicidal, there’s a ton I look forward to. I’m not depressed, no, or maybe I am, the seasonal kind, that comes and goes in waves. But that is not what this post is about. I’ve lately c...
Should a relationship feel like this?
All the quality time we spend together, feels like a transaction, like you gave me your time, so I need to pay you back with my body, should a relationship feel like this? I want to believe you...
Please help?
Becoming more & more unlikable. When I think about who I was as a kid, I don’t like that kid. That kid was annoying, talked way too much, embarrered herself, and overshared. The teenager me...
Itchy scratches and why my brain hurts
I cut myself today and I’m old enough to understand why self harm is bad - alright? Relax, I didnt do much, my cat scratches me deeper than that. I don’t know why I did it, I really don’t underst...
The Ugly Version of me
So, I won’t lie I was a sweeter, kinder version of myself a few years back, staying up all night to help a friend do her assignments after finishing mine, being available to anyone at any given t...
Today had me wondering...
Am I just an unlikable person?
Selfish
So it seems everyone else in this world is allowed to be selfish, the moment I am, I’m the bad person. This is what happens when you keep doing things people didn’t ask you to, when you keep sacr...
To Wait or to Seek
I never chose my people, I always let them choose me. I have always waited around and looked pathetic until someone decided to approach me, adopt me, adore me, accept me, and discover me. It’s no...
This is a petty revenge post
okay, so I will be honest I don’t really have a lot to say. I am here only to pretend that I have a lot to work on - so that I can annoy certain someone in the room. I hope this person gets real...
A Selfish Confession
I despise your selfishness. And I despise how happy you are leeching off people while you only take and take. They probably forgot about people like you when they said “Be You.” , nobody should ...
Book Description
‘You are so nice!’ No, No one is. And if they are, well, I am not one of them.
But what I am is a coward, who does not want to own up to their negativity. So here I am, sharing the rotten side of my mind and hoping one day some one finds me.