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1/12/22
22:28 I’m feeling pretty good actually. Obviously tired coz Thursday trainings are deadly but not too tired. Hall of fame playing today. I get extreme mood swings, but vastisimous, like I can go...
30/11/22
22:44 I think this journal actually helps me think. Since I don’t talk this things w anyone, talking it to myself is a big help. Today I felt slightly better but I was still in the edge of cryin...
29/11/22
22:40 I’m going to start marking what I’ll be writing about each day, to make future reading easier. Not much importance, descriptions of how I felt today but all the problems were mentioned befo...
28/11/22
23:56 Ok so No6 playing as usual, Chem test tomorrow and not planning to study (I’ll meditate later), kinda tired but I’m not planning to sleep much since I’ll be writing, meditating for luck and...
27/11/22
23:26 No6 playing, physically perfect and metally not tired at all, but still down. I had too much sugar today. Today was plain and boring. I did nothing productive i think. I’m just updating be...
26/11/22
22:14 Legs and feet hurt a normal amount. No6 playing, mentally fine, I feel like I’ve slept enough but I’m really really down. Lets start, today was intense. Okay so I dreamed I kissed B, I don...
25/11/22
p0:19 This just crashed and I gotta write everything again fucking shit. I’m eating less to be as slim as B. I also wanna be as strong as Ivan and as handsome as S. I want to be and feel pretty...
23/11/22
23:39 Dayum (that’s my fav word lately). Mentally decent to bad, physically could be worse, listening to guitar (I’ve gone from violin to guitar, I like them both but guitar suits me more and I f...
20/11/22
22:21 Well I’m physically and mentally tired but not too much, this weekend we went to grandma’s (I slept on the sofa tonight again) Weekend went like this: Friday out, lunch and buying a gift w ...
15/11/22
23:25 Legs destroyed, 2012 playing, my head hurts a bit but nothing more. That race was hella fun like I really enjoyed it. I didn’t do it alone but I still got a good time, 2nd place after B. My...
14/11/22
22:34 Physically tired, as it is now usual. No. 6 playing. Mentally slightly tired, also as it has become usual. Things today. The goddamn math exam. Okay so last Friday we had a math exam and I...
13/11
22:59 I literally bought a sweater in the whole morning, but I didn’t like anything. I could’ve bought some earrings or something but they were “pretty expensive for my economic situation” (I don...
12/11/22
22:48 I think I’ll start going through all days chronologically. I’m physically tired and mentally tired too, I’ve slept fairly enough but not much and I’m listening to no. 6. This morning I got ...
11/11
23:24 Legs really tired, I’ve slept pretty bad this week but in slightly less destroyed than how I should. I’m gonna go chornologically today since there’s some stuff. First of all, first period,...
10/11/22
23:25 I’m listening to no. 6 (today’s song is Your Best American Girl and especially the sun and moon part just damn). My legs are tired af, I did survive the 8k but it was strambotic to say the ...
9/11/22
23:38 Ill try to be fast cause writing this feels tiring this late. Today I hate a lot 2 things of myself. Of course my body but mainly my face. And a new one, my clothes, like I’d love to go th...
8/11/22
23:19 Today was kinda normal, but I have exam tomorrow and I gotta star reading the Quixote literally now. Today’s training was OK, maybe I could’ve gone even faster. I tried to apply some of the...
7/11/22
23:13 Today was normal, pretty happy and everything for being a monday. I got a lot into magic this weekend and I love it. I tried aunt’s ritual for luck before an interview, but with today’s che...
5/11/22 22:50
Today, I went to g with B, his brother and two kids from 1st grade that didn’t talk, but they seemed like good guys. B and I talked about class and stuff, started shipping people and he joked abo...
1/11/22 22:43
Normal day, fine. I miss yesterday. I think all days have a sad ending, its just melancholic. Im going to do some abs and arms now.
31/10/22 p0:28
Legs hurt, mentally ok, no. 6 playing, git a lot of sugar but not much energy. Halloween was as expected, pretty fun. Nothing much to elaborate on. That S grip is horrible, I saw him on a costume...
28/10/22 22:58
Status: Physically slightly tired, decently low headaches, listening to k3am. Today was that math thing, it was Hella fun like not the actual exam but B and I won and the whole group (16 people f...
27/10/22 23:15
My status: I’m physically slightly tired and mentally exhausted. I have been really sad today. I’m listening to no.6. Today’s events: I felt sad and melancholic the whole day. *1 Class was OK, h...
26/10/22 23:26 pm
Today was pretty normal. School was normal and the whole day was kinda OK at school. I saw some videos of my classmates’ prom parties and stuff, it was fun. I ate at P’s with Granny (got her rib ...
Book Description
I have been feeling really bad lately and one of my concerns was having everything I think about written so I don’t forget everything. This is personal but public since it’s anonimous. I don’t care if anyone reads this but I will not be giving many explanations of who I am. This is for my future reading.
