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2/1/23
p1:01 Fine, not listening, wanna sleep. I kinda started the day down today. I hate waking up early and I’m starting to hate training or at least I hated training today, so getting up early to tr...
1/1/23
p1:00 Pretty good but i feel full of sugar and I’m listening to ofc no. 6. Just wanna say that I felt a few things today. I kinda felt sad when looking at grandma, I think I love her because she ...
31/12/22
p1:55 Not gonna get extensive coz I wanna sleep but I basically had a normal, ok, new years eve with brother, mom, grandma and Abraham and it was pretty cool. Just wanted to say for today that ho...
30/12/22
23:52 Same as yesterday but I went out with the 3s, Matro, Cin n Tara and had lotta fun. My favourite moment of the day was walking around my old neighbourhood (alone, while they were ice skating...
27/12/22
23:47 Not much to say, I also had Lotta sugar today but less and I also trained. I’m sleepy but I gotta do gym and read HNK Las chapter. Celia just texted me, it feels great to talk to her again...
26/12/22
23:48 I kinda had a good day. Puticlu playin and I’m feeling fine (I’d be awesome if it weren’t for my broken nails). Not much to say, I played and watched anime the whole day but I felt great. I...
25/12/22
23:27 Not tired at all, padpa playing and I slept a lot. Didn’t do anything productive but also didn’t do anything unproductive all day. I slept, had lunch and made Lotta homework and them watche...
14/12/22
p1:34 Physically a bit tired but mentally really down and tired still. Padpa was playing but this fucking phone crashed again. Today’s training was horrible but I finished, it felt like going bac...
23/12/22
23:44 Im tired, padparadscha playing, I’m obsessed with pretty when you cry by Lana. Today I went to class and we were literally like 7 people, I was unconsciously hoping and waiting B would come...
22/12/22
23:00 I felt really sad today, all my electronics are slow as shit and I hate it, I almost punched the laptop. I wanna read more but I don’t feel comfortable enough to. I just heard a door, if it...
21/12/22
23:33 Dont wanna talk too much coz I wanna finish reading houseki no kuni tonight. I had fun and I actually don’t look so bad with straight hair, it is also longer than I thought. I felt slightly...
20/12/22
23:01 I just noticed the year is bouta end. How crazy. Not much to say, I forgot writing yesterday but nothing important really happened. I’m tired and nothing playing. Just to say a few things t...
18/12/22
22:13 Nothing to say bout today. I’m not very tired and nothing is playing. I felt really sad and down today, and I was very unproductive. It feels like every time I have a good day, I end up all...
17/12/22
p1:07 Imma be quick cause i dont feel like writing much. So today’s important thing, apart from the sprint on gr where i had some fun, was Parrone’s birthday. I got to that park at like 4 and it ...
16/12/22
23:16 Im really tired and nothing is playing cause I’m panning on sleeping now. I walked down to the neighborhood to see the 3s for a moment (well hang out again on Wednesday) and buy some birthd...
14/12/22
23:12 Kinda tired, no. 6 playing tho i had a kinda ok day. Today i was pretty happy except for an anxiety attack this afternoon. I had to do some technology homework but the computer wasn’t worki...
13/12/22
23:04 Phys destroyed, mentally fine kinda happy for no reason, 2012 playing. I don’t feel the stress and need to write lately, b just wrote sumthin to me 23:13 I just sent him the CSM Manga, I wa...
11/12/22
23:04 Nothing important Again, pretty good, not tired at all coz I didn’t do a single shit on the whole weekend. No. 6 playing ofc as usual. This weekend was very empty, not very productive but a...
9/12/22
p0:09 Ill try to be fast cos I feel like sleeping lately but there’s some stuff. Phys OK, mentally head hurts n stuff. No 6. I lost, I accept defeat, I don’t think I ever stood a chance. I’ve t...
7/12/22
22:27 Just more complaining. Gotta get up 4 training tomorrow.im not very tired physically but I’m totally drained. I’m a capable of putting effort in studying and feel down. No. 6 playing ofc. T...
6/12/22
Nothing new. I wiped out everyone at training today. I ended up super tired. I tried to do homework but I could not because I had no energy at all. I read a bit and played a lot. I felt really b...
5/12/22
23:45 Phisically destroyed, mentally worse, holding tears from the whole day, no. 6 playing. December is rough. I’m starting to cry now, it’s been a long time since my last tears. Lets go through...
4/12/22
23:11 Just a few quick things. S asked me to go out again w the group tomorrow but I can’t cause I have training. I feel really bad and I really want to go but I don’t have the time. I found ...
3/12/22
23:24 Just thoughts, Guitar playing, im perfectly fine but just phisically tured as always (ive done lots of abs and arms this week and imma do more now) Things that hapoenned today: I’m kinda d...
2/12/22
p0:39 I just came back from that hangout. Only 2 things happened today. I saw B shirtless and he’s so fine, way prettier than me. I got very jealous and didn’t feel like eating the whole day. I...
Book Description
I have been feeling really bad lately and one of my concerns was having everything I think about written so I don’t forget everything. This is personal but public since it’s anonimous. I don’t care if anyone reads this but I will not be giving many explanations of who I am. This is for my future reading.
