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27/5/23
p1:04 Long time no see. So I don’t feel like writing at all. Basically, I’ve had too much development, and I feel like a different person and almost all my crisis Es now are based on the idea tha...
1/5/23
p2:39 I wish not to forget this day, this month, ever. It’s been a wild month or two, I have too much to think about but this character developement is absolutely atrocious. Just as an example, y...
1/5/23
p2:39 I wish not to forget this day, this month, ever. It’s been a wild month or two, I have too much to think about but this character developement is absolutely atrocious. Just as an example, y...
16/4/23
22:37 Last Friday class went on party, I went to a maths class before coz B told me he was going to but he didn’t appear so I got really mad but it was fine. Party was cool af but I was kinda dru...
11/4/23
P0:06 I’m really sleepy and don’t feel like writing, again. So, today was hard and a bit sad, I felt a bit alone in class n stuff, and not sleeping with B coz his phone is broken doesn’t help. I ...
8/4/23
p2:12 Ok so fast coz I don’t feel like writing at all. I had some absolute shit days this week, I also had some crisis through all week and it was bad n stuff. It felt like going back in time to ...
1/4/23
p1:10 Finally vacation for Easter, don’t feel like writing at all lately. I’m kinda tired overall, heat has gotten full in and it feels like July, I might start having a bit of this seasonal dep...
24/3/23
23:55 Been every night on call w him, that’s why I didn’t write. I feel so good we him. I told Laura bout this B dema last week, but the 3s, Cine and Andre found out today. They looked puzzled af...
19/3/23
23:07 Had few attacks today. It was awful, I am extremely scared I will have to keep living like this. I might never be able to think about the future. Gotta say we changing arcs. Now I’m deep in...
18/3/23
23:36 Kinda tired, didn’t train yesterday. Instead I went and spent a few hours w Noa, Cin, Andrea and Jimmy. Sonia wasn’t there. That group doesn’t feel the same, the 3s are no longer there, I s...
16/3/23
23:25 Day was normal, I am extremely tired yet I wanna talk to B. Got not much to say, I got a few crisis and attacks and wished B was next to me, but they weren’t severely bad, I’m a bit better ...
15/3/23
p0:21 So I did pretty much nothing the whole day, I wanted to study but I did not, I ma do 3 exams tomorrow and I’m going almost blind. I did my legs today and it was cool, I did doubt about havi...
14/2/23
p0:04 I didn’t remember much more bout last days. I’m still very tired both sleepy and weak. Today was simple, imma mention the few things that happened so I can focus on my romance. I might ask ...
14/3/23
p0:59 Okay Le me recap all this days coz this got crazy. It’s Monday night I gotta remember everything since Friday. I literally slept 3h the whole camp and just texting is hard rn, so be patient...
9/3/23
23:14 Ok so I am physically tired, I need a lotta sleep and I was incapable of doing gym yesterday. I can just stretch and imma do so today as well I think. Not much, it was a mix between a decen...
8/3/23
22:45 Feel bad coz I did literally nothing the whole day. Literally. Nothing. I wanna talk it w B but don’t wannabe bother him but I also have to receive and not only give but I don’t feel like t...
7/3/23
23:21 I’m tired of spending 10+ min a night so again, fast. Philosophy is no longer so cool, it’s cool but not that much. Reading or learning philosophy depresses me so I’ll prolly stop and live ...
6/3/23
p1:00 Fast. Getting up was awful, but the day wasn’t so bad. Class is getting hard but as lwys I can take it. I read a few cards today, it’s getting kinda harder but I like that practice. On scho...
5/3/23
23:32 Omfg what a day. It was just so much fun. It started q me having a breakdown coz I didn’t know if I’d actually go w anyone to the con and I just stayed asleep-awake till 10. I just dreamed ...
4/3/23
p0:30 Fast Gr was kinda great actually. Freakcon was not too good. It’s not like it was horrible, but it wasn’t nearly as fun as last year. Noa has new friends and even a boyfriend, and Sonia eve...
3/3/23
p0:07 Not much these few days, i watched more anime and read more manga than I have usually done lately, so good for that. I attended a few intensive driving lessons and played a lot. I even went...
28/2/23
p0:46 I’ve lost that ability to go non-stop watching anime or playing till 2am, idk if I miss it. I did nothing but playing and watching anime and reading webtoon and doing just a bit of homework...
27/2/23
p0:42 I literally slept for 12h but I still feel kinda tired. Not sleepy, just tired. I think it’s either that I still need rest from weekend of that I’m on a relapse. Most prolly the 2nd one. Bu...
26/2/23
22:53 I’m so sleepy in literally falling asleep now. B is messaging me. Ok so fast, competition. I was kinda tired but con petition was awesome. 53 40. 4 Min less than last time. I suffered a lot...
25/2/23
p0:14 I still cant get over how good yesterday was. I saw videos of myself dancing that party was the best thing of my life. But well, continuing with thoughts. I literally talked to like 10 peop...
Book Description
I have been feeling really bad lately and one of my concerns was having everything I think about written so I don’t forget everything. This is personal but public since it’s anonimous. I don’t care if anyone reads this but I will not be giving many explanations of who I am. This is for my future reading.
