Frankly, I am on the verge of giving up. I feel like I’ve given life so many chances. Every time, I pick myself up, dust off the past, regroup, redirect, and try again. I’m exhausted. I’m so tired of constantly trying to crawl out of the pit of unfortunate circumstances I was born into. From the time I was a child, I’ve always clung to the idea that if I could just overcome the current circumstance, things would get better. But I just feel like I jump from one battle to another. I just want a peaceful, stable life. This is my last attempt to regroup. I’m not doing this again. If I can’t figure it out this time, I’m going to find my peaceful send off.