This is terrible, it is the worst thing that I could ever imagine or even wish for anyone. I am in love with my best friend. Everyone has seen or heard this stories, someone in love with their best friend that is in a relationship with another friend. But it gets worse! I was only her friend and I became friends with him only because of her. Without her I wouldn’t even be friends with him. To make things worse I am married, it was never my intention for something like this to happen to be honest I still hate the feeling but I am afraid I don’t feel the same like I once did for my wife. I do love her, she means everything to me it’s just she is not the same person and I have held on for the past 5 years hoping she would be back. Now I have my best friend and I am deeply in love with her! Why must I face this now? Why do I have to hurt the ones I love? What is the right thing to do? Leave my wife and hope things line up for me and my best friend or keep holding on to hope? It is till death do us apart and I have been hanging on and put my wants to a side so I can make things better. My wife has just become so distant and I fear she is preparing herself for our separation