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I could say fuck, I could say fuck me. I could say many things, but all I can think of is goddamn it, she’s amazing. and I’m damn lucky and I can’t stop grinning. Whoever places everything into ...

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The other day, Ida contacted me, out of the blue. It startled me to learn how much she hasn’t changed and how much I changed. She wanted to know what was new, what changed and what I was doing wi...

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It’s a bit depressing when your ex-fiancee wishes you happy birthday before anybody else. My birthday is such a bittersweet moment. I am proud of how I can remember everybody’s birthday, without ...

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I never thought this song would ring so true with who Ruten is. Ruten is the 9 week old Aussie I just adopted from Clos du Silence, an excellent breeder of Québec. Ruten is all about silence, coi...

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AFI SetlistThe Leaving Song Pt. IIGirl's Not GreyI Hope you SufferMedicateLove Like Winter 17 CrimesThe Days of the PhoenixSilver and ColdMiss Murder 30 Seconds to Mars SetlistCarmina Burana: O F...

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Wow, I've been really chatty here. Can't know why, I don't think there's a reason behind it, really. I don't really have people to talk to in real life; it's always behind a screen and somehow, ...

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Well, a damn lot happened in the past week and this is a GOOD week to me. I saw an ad for a broken Australian Shepherd on Facebook, on a rescue group and I grew curious about him. After a shitty ...

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This week was interesting, to say the least. I was reminiscing the discussions I had with Ida, going through shared memories that barely mean anything anymore. We used to have these discussions ...

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i have been listening to 'Soldier' by Otherwise a lot lately. The drums have always been my favourite instrument and there is a lot of them in that song. The lyrics carry a meaning of 'never givi...

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I don't know what changed between last week and this week. It could be these walks that I forced myself to take every day, it could be that dog that I met that was a carbon copy of my Kami, or th...

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It's been a difficult day. I don't consider myself selfless nor all that generous, but I'm not completely selfish either. I like to think of myself as a good person, one who doesn't want chaos a...

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coughs* Yelp, it's been a long time since I wrote in here. The last few months have been incredibly boring and it weighs on me. I don't do boring: I do shows, camping, traveling, photography, ex...

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There's a honest limit to how much I can talk about that situation without confusing me even more. So I will just type here what I told Rida, because I can't really describe better my relationsh...

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I think this letter, the one that's gonna be posted at the end of this, will be the nail on the coffin of my couple. I'm too well versed into mind-games, into politics to know that this Congress ...

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So I am no longer fiancéed to someone. I was drugged at New Years in New York and I apparently got a bit flirty with a guy we've both kissed previously. I wasn't at my best, I wasn't right or mys...

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I just finished watching Brave, keeping up with watching more Disney movies, trying to catch up, and the songs in this movie really caught me off guard, especially Learn me Right, the closing son...

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I gave her my heart and she gave me an emerald. I gave her a sapphire and she turned my heart to stone.

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There is nothing like another close call to being raped that reminds me how life is fragile, and how my mental is so, so close of shattering. It's not a pleasant feeling, it's more like an aftert...

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2013 was such a bad year that I can only pray starting 2014 in NY, with my fiancee would give me a chance for the upcoming year. Beside the major health problems (I'm still struggling with a ut...

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