I’m a 18 year old male. I’m pretty social and go out with friends all the time and honestly have a lot of friends. I used to struggle with really bad depression and anxiety and i got on medication and everything got way better. Recently it has gotten worst again. I’m bi and starting hanging out with a new group of friends and after i came out to then they all said laughed said we are too. It was nice having people there for me and are alike me, but then i got close with one of them and now I messed up. He has a girlfriend but flirts with me a lot and I have caught serious feelings but i’m not that’s type of person. I have so much bottled up and every night i just sit in my and want to die. That’s how iv been doing. fucking horrible