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Shocked
I decided to do a random search for my daughter’s deadbeat father online, not expecting to find much. Instead, I found an article from Kentucky about him. Apparently he’s in jail for soliciting...
More bad times...
Things have gotten worse… Over the past few weeks, Kara has been acting out more and more. She’s skipping class, getting detentions, and even a short suspension. Then yesterday I got another ph...
Bad times...
My best friend and I haven’t spoken in 3 weeks. About a month ago I got a call from my daughter’s school counselor. Kara had been in to talk to her about something that really upset her. Appare...
It always happens
I hung up the phone and cried for 20 minutes. I’m sorry I’m such a screw up… no wonder you don’t want to be with me…
Another year...
I was hoping you would call around your birthday so I could actually say it… and then when you did, I was too out of it to remember. : ( I’m sorry… Happy Belated Birthday… kiss
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I am starting to freak out a little here… If I don’t hear from you soon, you’re gonna hear from me…
And again...
Our last conversation left me upset again… Something you said has been festering inside of me and it’s got my crazy brain going. I was teasing you about being sick and you were talking about ho...
When you think of love, do you think of pain?
Mess Is Mine - Vance Joy Talking like we used to do It was always me and you Shaping up and shipping out Check me in and check me out Do you like walking in the rain? When you think of love,...
ARGH!
I needed you tonight. They denied me the surgery and I’ve been crying about it because I have no idea what else to do, and you weren’t there for me! It’s not fair and it pisses me off and it d...
Can you tell me...?
”When I’m lonely I lie awake at night, And I wish you were here. I miss you. Can you tell me Is there something more To believe in? Or is this all there is?”
"I'll always be there when you wake."
Blind Melon - ‘No Rain’ All I can say Is that my life is pretty plain I like watchin’ the puddles gather rain And all I can do Is just pour some tea for two And speak my point of view But it’s ...
Blue Saturday
I’m feeling sad today. Nothing in particular… well, no, that’s not true. The same things that always weigh on my mind are just feeling particularly heavy today. It’s one of those days where y...
You
Always something else...
“I got home last night and I thought about everything that had happened… and what happened the night before that… and the week before that and the year before that. The only thing that was diffe...
They need love to help them heal...
This is my favorite version of this song… I can’t light no more of your darkness All my pictures seem to fade to black and white I’m growing tired and time stands still before me Frozen here on...
But only on my own...
ON MY OWN - Les Miserables On my own, pretending he’s beside me. All alone, I walk with him ‘til morning. Without him, I feel his arms around me, And when I lose my way I close my eyes and he h...
Seriously???
So, after 3.5 weeks, I finally heard from Sean… I had posted on FB about going New Years Eve bowling, and apparently he thought that was a good time to talk to me again. Sean: Did you have fun ...
To the men who have been in my life...
Cake - “Never There” I need your arms around me I need to feel your touch… I need your understanding I need your love so much You tell me that you love me so You tell me that you care But when ...
So now...
It’s now been a week since I heard anything from Sean. Last Wednesday he texted me to say his daughters were sick and he was exposed to them over the weekend. Fabulous. (And yes, I did get si...
And again...
So I’m out to dinner with the BF again, and this time we’re talking about the appropriate time to meet each others children. He says he’s not ready to be introduced to my daughter because he do...
*The correct response is...
So I’m with the boyfriend this weekend, and we’re out to dinner, and I bring up the fact that I’m always the one to initiate our getting together (he’s only asked twice in almost 4 months of dat...
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It’s really confusing when a reader always comes in as a certain IP, and suddenly they’re coming through as a local one. I don’t wanna think about the implications…
Hello...
You remembered my birthday… but you didn’t say anything… Since I know that you’re alive and well, I should do the same for you. I’m in a much better place than I was 6 months ago. I hate to a...
Which Do You Value More, Promises or Excuses?
From http://goodmenproject.com Nate Bagley wonders how often, in your relationship, you show up with integrity? Love and Trust Most marriages (and most relationships) are built on a promise...
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I feel like I have a lead weight in my stomach. It's been there for weeks, but it seems to be getting heavier as the days go by. I'm so tired that I'm sleeping thru my alarm for work now. I w...
Book Description
“The brain is the most outstanding organ. It works 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, right from your birth until you fall in love.”
My Dragon Love
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Her head of crowned horns crowned
drifted down my trembling body
of tanned glistening flesh
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She breathed blazing fiery gasps
Of air on me then took my soul
With her forked tongue caress
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My beautiful she dragon
Clawed my sizzling flesh
With her long razored nails
Her scales ripping my skin
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Begging I scream my love
Make me your passionate toy
And to your desires I will surrender
Promising to quench your fiery thirst
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I know I’m full of insecurities and disappointments, but I promise there is a big part of me worth keeping.
