Frankly, I am tired of everything. My existence barley makes any sense. I am tired of this constant feeling of pain. I feel so misunderstood its fustraiting. I wonder if you can you really be 100% transparent to people… no I dont think so. Eveything feels so fake. I just want to be able to be myself. I want to be able to complain without feeling like a burden. I want to be able to be honest with my feelings without feeling like im being too negative. When i am happy I am allowed to express that. Why cant I do that when I am upset, fustrated, anxious, angry.... My emotions making those around me uncomfortable is the worst. Essentiallly eveyone preches that you should be there for your loved ones, but truth is no one is ready to be there for you. People judge you for your emotions, say youre being dramatic and question you. Surrended by so many, yet you can feel so lonely, stuck in your own world by yourself, because no one will every accept the real you.

.... Frankly, I’m exhausted.