I am not quite sure if somebody can relate to what i am feeling.There is one side of me which wants to let out all the angry compressed inside me but there is other side of me who wants not to burden others with my feelings.Feel like people may not want you in their life if you show your true feelings.I have never been taught how to show what i am feeling.I just keep everything to myself.This is actually affecting my mental health.I keep searching for happiness but dont find it.I keep feeling like its people around me responsible for not being able to make me happy.I keep doing things to make others happy and expect them to do the same.But it breaks my heart even though they dont know what my expectations are.How do i control myself.How do i make myself happy.I am just trying to search for my answers.