im a total idiot most of the time and i hate my life. i fucking hate my life. my mom had a seizure infront of me, i got taken from my mom, my sister tried killing herslf 2 times and i stopped her, my sister moved away, i find out i have two other siblings that my whole family exept for the younger kids kept from me. ive been to 7 schoool is the past ten years that ive been in school. i just hate myself, the way i look and everyone and everything. thanks bye.