So I am very new to this actually there is a lot in my life that I am fairly new to and I guess that’s why I’m having the issues that I’m having. I am a new wife a little over two years now and you think you know a person but honestly you don’t. I don’t see how people do it they fall in love with this perfect man one that they would never even think about being with, a complete stranger. There were def a lot of problems in the beginning sickness and health came a little too early for a new marriage but I kept hanging in there. Life just doesn’t make sense bc one minute you feel like you have your whole world figured out and that someone could actually love you unconditionally and the next minute you realize if that is what unconditional love is then do I really want that for the rest of my life. Feeling that I’m a nobody and all alone.