I had a bad child hood I was abused every way u could probably think of till I was I think 6-7 one of them but then I moved and the ppl I lived with for the next ten years were mentally and emotionally abusive I don’t feel the normal emotions anymore I can’t remember the last time I felt the feelings of anything really but i ended up mocking again after ten years thankfully I still have trouble with it but it hasn’t stoped me I am liveing a pretty good life tbh and I no now that everything happens for a reason.-T