Hello my name is Mindy I used to write on open diary when it was free I have not used it in years I used to live in Canada I have three children with the same father their father was abusive Taurus me and then back in 2012 he finally left me for somebody else that he went to HighSchool with I took the kids to New York we had an agreement every six months we will return the children when my sister want to look up I sent the kids to Kansas City to their den and then I did not hear from them for 11 month I got an email from my ex-husband’s wife saying the only person here that misses you is your clone if you want to come and get her I took a Greyhound bus from New York to the West Coast I pick my daughter up in Seattle and I had heard since November 1st of 2013 and then November 2016 I got her taken away because she missed six days of school and then they found out 6 months later after she was taken from me that I smoked weed I had to go for a random drug test I had weed in my system my levels for the marijuana was only a hundred and seventy-nine if it’s level 500 or more it’s everyday use and mine was only at 179 so they may need to go to probation and do random drug testing between one and five times a week they gave me two colors red and yellow if my color was called then I had to go to probation at 8:30 in the morning and give a urine sample I did that for a year all my drug test came back negative I wore the alcohol bracelet for over a year all those came back negative I completed Mental Health I completed the addiction part I completed parenting class I completed everything they wanted me to do and they still kept my daughter judge said he was going to terminate my rights if I did not sign my rights over so I asked what the difference was if I gave up my right I would get a letter and a picture for my daughter once a year and if the judge terminated my right I would not get anything so I gave it my right now for the boys Jaden Gabriel I got Gabriel from his dad a year-and-a-half after I got my daughter taken away they could not touch my phone because I didn’t have him in my custody but they still sent him back to Canada almost two years later because on my ex-husband’s divorce papers it says he has company and my son don’t even live with him he lives with his grandmother but I can save my ex-mother-in-law is taking very well care of my children Jayden’s 18 now Gabriel to turn 15 they love it there in Canada so after Gabriel went back to Canada I started doing drugs and then I moved from New York to Indiana to be with my best friend I was home sick so after 4 months I came back to New York and then I got with Michael I didn’t no no that he was in the drugs when I found out we started doing drugs together then we got our first precursors which is having the stuff to make meth after that he decided to try and rob a girl well they called the cops and he went to jail he’s been in jail since October 7th I left him March 8th. He is sitting in jail still. He gets sentenced on may 11th. I go to all of his court hearings even when we’re not together so he can see me so he knows I didnt give up on him. He still writes to me now and then. But I have met someone else. Actually I have known him all mylife. He is in prison he comes home December4th. And I cant wait till he is home. Ok so I wrote this whole thing while being in the bath. Lmfao oh I love relaxation. Lol