Had a crush for a girl at a bar since like two years ago. One of the most amazing girl I’ve ever met in my life. She’s like an Aston Martin DB10 while I’m just a Toyota Yaris. The distance between me and her is like from Earth to Jupiter. I only started talking to her in last July. And I thought everything is going great. I remember that watch is the one thing she always wanted to get but kept on forgetting. So I got her a watch for Christmas. Wrote a card, bought a flower, and she really likes it. Then I left the country for some holidays in January. I got a box full of chocolates and passed it to my friend before I left. I was hoping my friend could pass it to her on Valentines. Well, my friend did pass it to her but that’s when I found out, she’s already with someone else. I kinda have a mixed feelings now. Don’t get me wrong, she’s really perfect, it’s just, I don’t know how I got this crazily huge confidence that one day I’m going to be with her, that somehow magically, a Toyota Yaris would ride along with Aston Martin. And I felt relieved as well because I know she’s going to be so much happier. I’m finishing off my holidays and will return to the country on next Saturday. But I’m just not sure how I could interact with her anymore. I don’t blame her, I’m just clueless. Part of me wanted to get this away from my head but another part of me is just reminiscing the moments we had. I had no one to talk to, and this, I’m writing this here. Anyway, if one day, this message miraculously is passed onto her, “M, I just want to let you know that, if you need anything from me, any help, you know you could always come to me.”