this is my journal to express my thoughts. this is about self recording and the conversation with myself first and foremost so i will not knowingly lie. No need to sabotage myself like that. I’m interested in psychological dissection of human reasoning. ok so this is my first book. I meant to start this last night while high on marijuana, I intended to make a case for love and connection, through means of unabashed vulnerability in recorded thought. A place to be me and not shy away from my thoughts fears, loves, and anything and everything, doing my best to never lie to myself since that’s what this is primarily for is to talk to myself, and so why sabotage through lying? anyways i have yet to post on Facebook a link to my journal, and while i do not intend to advertise I do want this to be an open and available platform for those who care enough to want to understand me or my concepts, to do so. last night i dreamed of drawing relevant graphs and thoroughly explaining reasons for why i believe the things that i do. im new to this site, im hoping people can leave comments easily and maybe even anonymously. but i also intend to answer any questions someone might have for me, like “how do you really feel about me?” but i suppose thats giving a lot of credit to my opinion that i dont think it merits, but like i said this is my journal of thought other can be here or they dont have to, either way. so thats that, the future awaits for now.