i’m hunting for a reason. i feel like i’m filled up with all of these emotions but i’m numb and nothing is affecting me. people hurt me and i’m sad, yet i don’t feel any pain.

i was sitting in the back seat of a taxi and it came to a sudden stop, a car accident was about to happen and i was going to be the victim, how ever he swerved and saved us. but when the car stopped suddenly i didn’t gasp nor did i even move a mussel it was as if i don’t fear death.