I just want to talk to someone about my life my boyfriend intentionally puts himself in danger and I hate my family because they mentally abuse me and my life is a big mess right now and I just want to talk to someone but I don’t want to talk to my family or friend because I don’t want them knowing what’s going on in my life for example earlier this week my boyfriend feel off his 30 ft tall deer stand then went back up with his friend and intentionally jumped off his deer stand again then another example
Is he vapes and smokes and I asked him to try and stop and plz tell me when you do smoke or vape and he said ofc babe and I said thx the behind my back he smoked and vaped and Ik this because his dumb friend sent me a video of it his sister told me and I asked him and he just changed the subject every time I mentioned it then I said plz just stop changing the subject and tell me the truth the he said he did and I said sorry and I forgive him but like it hurts a lot that he went behind d my back and did that and lied to me every time I asked him if he had vaped or smoke and he told he he sold his vape but that was a lie and idk what to do with my life if I should end it or what because all I do is put a fake smile on everyday for everyone even Thought no one actually truly cares for me

        -ct