Hey, this is a place to where I need some advice. Like for problems and a bit of a pick me up. I don’t care about how much hate or love is here. I just want to get this stuff off my chest and possibly get some good advice that I can hopefully bring myself to follow. This may not be the proper place to do so, but I just want to be able to say this anonymously and not confront people about this who already know me. So please, just let me do this. Thank you for reading this and sorry if it may come off depressing. :(