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Desperation
Things have gotten semi better. The "separation" lasted for like, point two seconds. I think when I'm mad it's easy to pinpoint all the flaw/bad qualities and forget why I fell in love with him a...
Oh Period, where art thou?
I'm on like fifty thousand medications right now so I guess that's why it hasn't started yet. sigh I was starting to freak out, but luckily I had a doctor appointment today and asked for a test. ...
And I'm done
Sounds familiar right? Well that "confrontation" went just as I had suspected, actually it went worse than I had imagined. So after I saw that he had given his son money yesterday I was hotter th...
Stabbed in the Back
So of course after everything was going great something shitty had to happen, right? So y'all recall how my step son royally screwed me over just last month and I had to pay nearly $2000 for his...
I got accepted (and pics)
As you all know, or maybe not, I've been working on getting all my pre-reqs done so I can go into the dietetics program. There are absolutely NO dietetics programs in south Georgia, so I looked o...
How things have been going
FYI I still have multiple OD tabs open.. I just can't seem to 'x' out :( Things are actually going okay right now considering my current situation. I don't really have anything too exciting to r...
My Love Affair with OD
Why am I so devastated by OD going down? It like honestly breaks my heart. Is that pathetic? I've stayed up late just to watch the "ship go down" (while listening to the violin scene from Titanic...
Official Introduction
Since OD is officially coming to an end, I feel it's time for a proper introduction. This is a cross post from OD, but you will get the gist of who I am and my journey through life for the past 2...
How it feels to get screwed sideways
Things have been pretty shitty lately. Let's start with how my step son just royal fucked me over. Ok first of all, in case any one missed it, Bradley has a son he adopted from a Boy's Ranch tha...
No Christmas Spirit Here
I am having a difficult time getting into the Christmas spirit. I am trying to hide it the best I can. I am really somber that OD is down and has been down. First world problems. Well, after over...
Feeling Defeated
Seriously just can't deal with this anymore.
My 27th birthday
Yesterday, I turned 27. Lord that sounds so old. I certainly don't feel "27." And as sad as it makes me feel to be "getting old", I can't help but look back smugly and feel happy to not be that l...
Feeling defeated and empty
The meeting between our attorney and his PO didn't go as well as I had hoped. She said she would have to consult his Therapist. Aka the lady who just tried to get his visitation revoked. Yeah, ri...
Open Diary Migrant
I am a migrant from Opendiary. I have been on OD since 2002 and am having a difficult time coming to terms with the fact it is slowly but surely dying. It will remain my #1 go to, but I will try ...
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The daily chronicles of a former teen mom, college graduate, justice advocate and wife of a sex offender.