So today. Another day went by feeling lonely in this college. I miss my home terribly but nothing can be done. I am having a headache right now. My exams are from next week and honestly I was studying well but gave up in the Midway. And it’s not the first time I did this. I am so much emotionally driven person. It’s driving me crazy here. Imagine no one to talk to. Plus being a difficult person it’s just impossible for other people to understand you too.i am losing trust in myself. I am not keeping my promises. Aah. Feeling like just packing up my bag and go home.medical school is really tough. It tests your patience to another level. Gruelsome journey