I’m starting this blog as almost a journal that I am letting everyone see. I am 28 years old. I am a pagan, And I suffer from pseudo seizures. My life so far has been one fuckery after another. There is so much that has happened in my life that everyone that knows me and my story keeps telling me I should write a book. Instead I thought a blog would be easier since I cant always keep my brain on track. Get ready for this crazy ride! We got ups and downs and even loop da loops so buckle up buttercups, because here we go!

lets start with the seizures shall we. so pseudo seizures are psychologically based seizures. triggers are stress, anxiety, or PTSD.
I happen to suffer from all three! And No my PTSD is not military related. i have been through a lot of trauma in my life which i will get to later as i get more comfortable with posting here. anyways, so with my seizures they are supposed to be controlled with anti-psycho meds, but unfortunately I can not afford the medication. So anytime i get overly stressed out or triggered i will have a seizure which no hospital can do anything for. anti-seizure medication does not work because I am not epileptic. ain’t that a bitch? My body has to just deal with it till it decides to stop being a human fucking shake weight.

So there ya have it. a little bit of the shit i call my life. I promise there is more to come later on, if you dare to keep reading this cluster fuck that is my life.