My heart is no longer wanting fake love
My heart has no room for “family” that gets to pick and choose who to care for
My heart has no room for poisonous friendship and toxic energy, my heart wants to find something raw and real
But my heart can’t . My brain tells me everyone around you is going to you dirty like before, my brain says people only want to be around you because it benefits their life so I stay to myself. My heart has felt pain, abandonment, betrayal. My heart is no longer a ordinary heart it gone cold no longer wanting to be “rescued or “saved” my cold heart wants to be left alone now to heal now and to no longer be hurt now my cold heart just wants to be FREE from it all.