Truth is that I have soo much inside I me that i need to purge. I’m full, and tired of not knowing who I am…
most recent memorable memories are with a ltc. from a foreign country, that arranged a visit to the states and flew across the ocean to meet me. How extraordinary universe force or nature, or was it just because he’s a horny sex addict? why am I so vonerable and just fall in love with anyone remotely resembles my soul mate, even though he hurt me beyond repair, twenty year love affair is hard to deny.