Today I made one of the best and worst choices I’ve made in a very very long time. He loves me, he’s waited for so long, and I love him too. There are so many reasons why I chose not to be with him; one of them being I don’t want to hurt him again. I know we won’t last but since it is our last year of school why not right? I really don’t know if I should be overwhelmed with joy or drowning in fear of what might come in the future. I’m so scared of how this will affect our relationship and how greatly this will affect my life. I know that I will always end up back to him, no matter how hard I try I always end up back to him. He is my biggest mistake, but I can’t help it. He’s my Best Mistake.