Do you ever wonder if your the only one thinking? Can you sit perfectly still, not be able to move, while wanting to accomplish a step but your brain has taken over your body? Have you ever been stuck in a daze? At this moment it feels like I have voices inside of my head. There are good voice and there are bad voices. Sometimes the bad voices tell me things I don’t want to hear. And sometimes the good voices are accompanied by loving caring people in my life who tell me they love me and give me good thoughts. They tell me I can be something. Then when they are all gone and I am left alone....... bad voice start to antagonize me in a way that sometimes makes me want to be with god. Sometimes the bad voices gives me images where I am taking pills or just trying to kill myself in many ways I do not want to go. And while I’m supposed to be completing an errand instead I am being under attack. Then as I am thinking of these situations I start to cry because I don’t want to kill myself. That’s just the easy way out and you don’t get cool points for that. As I am typing this I have neither a good voice or bad voice present. They come and go when they feel.