im new to this but i think this is kind of neat for someone who’s dealing with depression and doesnt really have anybody to talk to. this is a great way to express my feelings and a way to calm myself. well what im thinking about in this moment is that things are fially falling in place for my family, well kind of and im still unhappy. im still sad for some reason and when im by myself im just in my head thinking about the negatives instead of the positive thats happening in my life. im so use to things always going wrong that when it does goes right im not expecting for it to go right for long. then i kind of feel like im the one thats fucking up my own happiness. dont get me wrong my family makes me happy but i need to figure out what really makes me happy. true happiness. what makes me happy? i dont know....