This week I had my quads biopsy’d (sp). They cut both about 2 inches and I have no idea how much they took out but it hurts or did, it is feeling sore but better after 3 days. I thought I was going to show up and they shoot something in them to numb them up but no…it was a whole operation that took 1.5 hours..wtf.

I just hope they find something and fix me.

I am on steroids so here comes the chipmunk cheeks but a fatter ass is the last thing I care about at this time. I just want a life. I just want to go for a walk, shop, do normal stuff.

Sorry to sound like a whiner

Also put in a call to ex hubby but have not heard back yet. I know he is a drunk but I am hoping he is still with his wife and maybe she will call me. Hub suggested I call him, I just want to do a life check. Talk to him before I die I guess. Never ever did I think I would do that.