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I Don’t Care If You Don’t Want Me...
So… Mundy and I are ~kind of~ back together. I told her I’m back in therapy. I didn’t tell her why. I will have to explain the leg in time no doubt. Off to a cracking start again then…thigh slas...
Over my head, out of her head...
So… Sometimes you need to take a long hard look at yourself, but it’s not always your true reflection that stares back at you. I so rarely see myself when I look in the mirror that I often wonde...
The Way That She’s Whispering...
[“The way that she’s whispering, the way that she’s pulling you in, lord knows I’ve tried, can’t get her off my mind.” - Little Big Town (GirlCrush)] () So… I’m sick. Properly ill. Respiratory In...
In The Day Everything’s Complex...
“…in the day everything’s complex… - The Cranberries (When You’re Gone) So… I think it’s actually working. Either that or I’m so ill with this respiratory infection that I’ve become delirious. I’...
I’ll Die Living Just As Free As My Hair...
[“I’ll die living just as free as my hair…” - Lady Gaga (Hair)] () So.... I started writing this before I went for my appointment, but things have changed so I scrubbed it and I’m starting again....
Crystal Heart In The Graveyard...
[“Crystal heart in the graveyard, I think it’s time for a new start…” Kailee Morgue (Unfortunate Soul)] () So… I didn’t go for coffee with Straight Girl. Instead I had a chat with Pip about what’...
Let The Words Fall Out...
So it would seem nightmares do come true after all. He’s been deployed recently. So I get to spend this year desperately hoping that he only lands here to put his head down and then fucks off ou...
Sitting On The Ground And We Whisper...
“....sitting on the ground, and we whisper…” - The Starting Line (The Best of Me) So… What the actual fuck am I doing?? Why the fuck am I thinking that getting involved with Straight Girl is an...
One By One Hidden Up My Sleeve...
So… I can’t sleep. I’m lay here wide awake with the urge racing through my veins. Maybe my trip to Rock Bottom wasn’t a day trip, maybe I need to kick about down here for a little while but witho...
You Know About The Girl...
So… I had to last minute ditch my Valentine plans with Straight Girl, and I’d do it again. Pidge took not well with Croup…AGAIN and so we had to do an emergency dash to A&E as her sats were...
I’m Hanging On A Moment of Truth...
⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ TW/CW : Self Harm ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ I’m sorry. I’m just not that strong. I’m spiralling out of control, crashing hard. You can only blow a bubble s...
Avec mes souvenirs j’ai allumé le feu… #TOTW
Do I believe in soulmates? I don’t know if I even believe in mates anymore truth be told. Seriously though, do I believe there’s someone for everyone? Probably not no. I think some people are jus...
Horses don’t have teeth on their feet...
So last night I fetched Straight Girl from college and we went for coffee whilst Bub was at his dance lesson. She knew I only had an hour so we sat and chatted about nothing and everything. She s...
Truly This Is What Made Me...
Who the fuck am I? Where do I stand in the world now? How do I even begin to identify myself now? Identity’s almost as weird a topic as freedom (ICYMI). Who was I before it happened? Who am I now...
I Give You An Onion...
So… It’s almost Valentine’s Day and everyone’s either loved up or broken hearted, everyone except me. I’m broken minded. We all know how to cure a broken heart; crying, chocolate, ice-cream, shit...
