Random thoughts of the day: I wish. With every ounce of my heart beat beating. That you could reach inside of my soul and truly feel what I am feeling. Without having to live with it for more than a few minutes or so that you could be free. I wish you would truly feel me. So that you would see more than insanity. Silently wanting to speak. Too afraid you won’t fully agree. This thing has taken a hold. I was so free then low and behold. Time stopped and I got stuck in a dream. One that I only wish I could be freed. I think I’m stuck somewhere still inside of me. But I can’t cry and I can’t scream. I want you you to hear my voice. So that maybe if this is a choice. To know about what I wish I once knew. So that you don’t get stuck inside of you too. My thumbs are picked down to where I’m bleeding. But I will never stop fighting or trying as long as my heart continues beating. My purpose as I scream silently as you roll your eyes is not for you to chastise but to try to get you to see me through my own eyes. If i can help one person my purpose is known, and I just want to show you that you should not judge anyone. We are all fighting a battle, so do not judge. Let’s shine the healing light, it’ll be alright, we will fight with all of our might. I will not rest, until I am dead.