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Headache
So, I’m doing my masters program online. Makes it easier to manage work and other responsibilities. I really enjoy the flexibility. I’m taking two classes this quarter before I start my field in...
I'm back...
So, I completely forgot that I had an account here. I have no clue why this just popped into my head but I got the sudden urge to journal again. We’ll see how long this lasts… Anyways, things h...
No one told me
No one told me how empty life becomes once you have nothing to look forward to… I’ve just graduated from college and started working in my chosen field. For a while it was nice. I enjoy the work ...
Super Family
Being stuck in quarantine has been making me feel so empty lately. I live with my mom and I enjoy being home but the monotony of this new reality is frustrating and depressing. I’ve taken this t...
Nerve Wrecking
Just finished a presentation on childhood anxiety… It’s only awkward because I had childhood anxiety and so it was basically explaining what I was feeling between ages 3-12. Not to mention the an...
Too Tired
I’m too tired. I don’t feel like I’m getting anything done. I feel useless… My life is so full of ups and downs that I don’t have time to myself. I’m too tired. And I’m also tired of all this. Th...
i woke up crying
I really don’t know how to say it other than that. I’m not sure why I did, but I remember not being able to breath. I don’t know what I was dreaming about, but I don’t think it was anything sad. ...
Just one of those days...
I…I don’t even know what to say anymore. I’ve reached the point of just not having an explanation for how I feel. I’m back home for spring break and it’s not even really a break. I have to study ...
Call Me The Grinch...
I. Hate. Christmas. And, no I don’t hate Christmas to be edgy and stoic! I legitimately just don’t like the holiday. The music is overly cheery, people are fake, and it’s expensive! It puts me in...
Things are getting better
So this is new. For once I actually feel happy with myself. It’s not like I’ve accepted myself really. There are still a lot of things I want to change about myself and I get discouraged when I f...
Tired...
It’s very dreary today. The sky is dark and there is snow falling all around. Despite the joy that is always associated with it, i remember noting but cold and sad memories. I’m tired. I don’t un...
Not Beautiful
So, that lovey dovey time of the year is coming around the corner. I really don’t like talking about this gushy stuff. I don’t have good memories associated with it. But there is something I want...
Was not informed pt2
Livid. I am 100% pure anger right now. I have been stuck in labs all day… I go to the student center and IT’S CLOSED! WHY WOULD YOU CLOSE AT 4:30? WHY! I’M GOING TO FAIL THIS FUCKING CLASS BECAUS...
Was not informed
I am so pissed. Long story short, I was in the hospital for two of my exams. I didn’t want to be there in the first place, but they didn’t give me a choice. Now that school has started up again, ...
Question
I’m really tired but I had to get this off my chest. Have you ever been in a situation where you and your friends are joking around and one of them says something really self depreciating and you...
So tired...
It’s really gloomy today. It’s been raining all day so I’m constantly falling asleep. Even though I have homework to do. I didn’t sleep last night. It was about 8 am when I finally got sleepy. I ...
Chemistry
Today was rather peaceful. I slept until noon and lounged about all day. I joined a tabletop role playing group with some good friends and even finished a god amount of homework. In fact, I finis...
Dinning Nightmare
It’s Friday night, right. I didn’t think ahead and buy dinner early so that I won’t have to eat in public. I hate eating in public. It feels like someone is always watching me and judging me. I’m...
It's not even noon...
It’s not even noon and I’m already tired. Where I am, I’m constantly surrounded by people. I’m not an out going person. I can barely hold a conversation. I’ve been sticking to close friends of mi...
Cinderella
I did absolutely nothing, but dream, today. Today I dreamt about being in a fairy tale. Well more specifically about being in Cinderella. Rodgers and Hammersteins’ Cinderella from 1997 is and has...
Book Description
Hi…I’m very awkward. I do like to write, but I mostly write poems or short stories. It just helps me figure out where my mind is at. I spend most days just dreaming. The themes change all the time. Sometimes I dream about love and sometimes I dream about different worlds. I theorize, but mostly about video games. And some days my mind is just a jumbled mess of ideas, thoughts, and dreams that won’t come true. This is how I collect my thoughts…so, hi.
