To whom it may concern,
Today was a rough day. Seems like all I do is sleep. The bed is formed into my own shape. I feel like my mind is dragging me through a never ending rabbit hole filled with bad memories and judgement. I feel so lonely on most days even when I’m in a room filled with people. I know people love me but do I love myself? That’s the ultimate question that can’t be answered. My husband can’t even fathom the mental anguish I’m going through. But all smiles on my face until I know what to do.

HS