Ive never felt safe writing my thoughts in books. People are nosy. I dont wanna be exposed. This place seems like a safe place for me. And I recently lost or misplaced my teenage diary filled with angst and all things scary so im still deeply bothered. What if someone took it or read it, im done for. I thought I left it at my parents home bt I couldnt find it when I went back home for the winter. Im gonna search it at my place too. Maybe I took it back with me because I didnt trust my parents. I dnt remember. Whenever I think of keeping a new diary I get anxious. I dont want to write it down anymore even though I love writing. I used to go so far as to staple the pages. Everyones nosy back in boarding school.