I can’t believe the emotional disconnect I have from my family on my dad’s side. I barely see them; so I guess that’s my fault. But whenever I am around them, I do not talk to anyone. Just like Thanksgiving; no one talked to me. None of the usual things families ask like,” How’s everything?” “Any new boy in your life?” Not a peep. I really only talk to my little cousin and my big cousin when I am around. Even my cousin l just graduated and no one told me. They all went to dinner and no one even thought of me. I just feel like a placeholder in their family. It doesn’t feel like I am apart of them.