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I’m glad I’m back into what I really like doing. I’m glad I’m liking something again… I don’t have to just sit staring into space with a plethora of thoughts going through my mind at once.

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Are you even able to receive texts at the moment? Why stay up just before it’s 2 mins past the time you “said” you’d go to bed… not even IN BED…

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I had other shit to say but he is clearly falling asleep right now and refuse to rest… I ask what’s wrong and he just shakes his head and say he’s fine. EVERY TIME. I just don’t know if he’s too ...

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Shoe addiction… I guess he doesn’t want to pluck his face. Also… I feel like no matter what, I play a song thinking for a split second that it can make him think of me but it just may actually be...

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Already. I’m not use to making someone elses lunch and coffee and having to wake them up multiple times after the alarm goes off… I bet she would have had it done.

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You look at your hand. Yeah you took her ring off and it’s gone… unless the other one you still wear is also from her or hers… fuck it. Finally you accidently say her name instead of mine! Haha. ...

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He say he doesn’t want to stay up late. Two hours past the time he claimed. I lie down and he goes do other things… No wonder I’m so insecure and think people just love waiting til I fall asleep ...

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He’s the best thing in my life.

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To have such a great memory with someone that you can take their ring off after getting into another serious relationship. I’m ridiculous. I’m just sitting here stressing about that while he’s al...

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Is there anything in this world for me?

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He ended up seeing my previous post shortly after I confessed looking at the messages. Yesterday he randomly said “and yes I made my decision”, then rubbed my leg while smiling. We can all assume...

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I tried not to say it, but it needed to be said anyway… I had to We cleared things up well. I love him. I’m in love with him.

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My insecurities coming true

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When I live with the significant other, they just seem to have no interest in me anymore… Don’t men want sex every day?

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When I’m sober everything is fine.

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