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I'm starting to question isolation

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November 29, 2017

Musings in isolation

It was your birthday This day, Last year. I spent the night with you, Like I did every night, Because nights are rough. The day went well, I treated you right, Like I did every day, Because I l...


November 28, 2017

Starting to question isolation

Words flow this way for me, if it makes no sense to you, know that I’m not making sense to me either. I’m starting to question, My isolation, My desperate need to keep away. I wonder if it’s doin...


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Words flow this way for me, if it makes no sense to you, know that I’m not making sense to me either.

I’m starting to question,
My isolation,
My desperate need to keep away.
I wonder if it’s doing me any harm.
Nights, yellow lamp light, silence,
Me and my mind.
Days, noises, people,
lives,
Me, eyes open, silence in my mind.
I can’t think,
Because I’ll think wrong,
My eyes absorb, lights,
My skin absorbs, sensation,
My lungs breathe, dirt.
I want no one near me,
Or maybe I taught myself not to.
Maybe my meditation is my isolation,
Or maybe I’m doing life wrong.