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Nonexistent
The last week has gone pretty well. I am still a bit sick but it is much more manageable than it was. Things with Joe have been great. Really great actually. We have had some deep heart to heart ...
Pieces
I have to say that the song “Pieces” by Rob Thomas is so fitting for anyone that suffers from anxiety, depression or anything else like that. It has been on repeat with me the last several days. ...
Reassurance
Today was extremely rough…I knew that I wasn’t feeling 100% better but when you are a mom doing it all on your own then you don’t have a choice, you do what needs to be done for your kiddo! Today...
Insecurities
Well, it’s obvious that I don’t follow the writing prompts but “Insecurities” is one from last week that I saw and actually wanted to write about. I have touched on some of my insecurities in ear...
"I wouldn't have it any other way."
Joe said that to me tonight and, even though the words are so simple, it meant so much to me. We stayed up talking last night until after midnight again(we’ve done this a lot lately) then he had ...
Polar Opposites
So, I was video chatting(as usual since we are in different states) with Joe last night. I stated talking about Valentines Day and, again, fussing because it’s on a Wednesday. I finally told him ...
Blue Christmas
Every time I think about Christmas I fight the tears that quickly well up. I thought that I could somehow be at least ‘ok’ without spending Christmas with Joe but I was so very, very wrong. I tho...
Whirlwind
Well, the past month since I’ve written has completely flown by. So much has transpired that I am not even sure where to begin. I really need to write a really long entry catching up on everythin...
Heart to Heart
Well, a few days ago, I finally broke down and just told “Joe” everything I was feeling and why. He sat quietly and listened while I spilled it all out. I was in tears the entire time and I felt ...
New Beginnings
It has been so long since I’ve written…since Open Diary closed…that I hardly know where to even begin this. I have come here many times to write but always left without saying a word. I asked mys...
Book Description
All of the words that I choke back, for whatever reason, and bring here to spew into the universe because that is how I keep myself as balanced as possible and how I keep it all from eating me alive inside.