At the age of 22, for the first time ever, I’m going on a date.. we are meeting up tomorrow and I’m getting really nervous right now. He seems like a nice guy and everything, but I don’t know it all seems really weird and I just want to cancel it. I’m trying to be confident and be positive that everything is going to be okay. But what if, he doesn’t like me and thinks I’m all weird and stuff. I don’t even know what I’m thinking, because of our culture differences I don’t see it going forward. But I guess, I just wanna experience this and see how it goes. I’m getting like a heart attack just by thinking about tomorrow. I don’t know if any of this is making sense, I’m just writing whatever is coming to my mind. At one point, I think it’s good that I’m going on this date without any expectations.. expectations can bring disappointments and I’m tired of going through that.

He’s 29 years old. He is 7 years older than me. To be honest, I don’t know what he saw in me and why he wants to take me out on a date to get to know me better. He’s independent and has everything figured out in his life, whereas, I’m just starting. He said he liked how I was so honest and straight up and just how I am as a person. I personally don’t mind the age gap. I like how he’s mature, and has everything figured out.