So… I’m pretty new at this but they wanted me to talk so here I go.
So I’m not really a person who talk about what happens in my life. So I’m going to write about it.
1 year ago I was a victim of the terrorist attack in zaventem Belgium. I was injured because I was exactly 1m away from the 2 bombs. My lungs are badly burned. My nerves from my left ear aswel. I had lots of metal from the explosion in my body and burns. Now 1 year later I’m still recovering. Now I have a badly infected knee because of the metal that’s still there. I need to undergo an operation on the 25th of April.
Now to be honest I’m really scared because it will be my 4 operation in 3 months. Not even 3 months. So you can imagine that sometimes I don’t see a way out. The pain is unbearable and the recovery is not better. Sometimes I just want to end it. Because I can’t talk to anybody about it. They just won’t understand. I feel like nobody truly cares… I feel alone in this very dark tunnel with no light 😢 I don’t see a way out only further pain and suffering. That’s why I’m writing about it I truly hope it works for me. Just for a way to release some of it. Even when I’m talking anonymous to the world maybe it will help
I hope it will…