I’m what you could call a real winner. You know, the type of girl you bring home to mom and dad. Ha.

As my username suggests I’m what some cultures call a mistress and what some people call a whore. This is my place to be honest, completely so - so honest it makes me cringe to think of anyone I know finding this.

I had another blog type thing on here once. But I couldn’t be completely honest about my situation. No one there knew I was dating a married man, for instance.

I’m 24, and I have bipolar type 2 disorder. I’ve been diagnosed with a lot of different crap, but that’s the shit that really stuck. And I take lithium and it works fairly well for me. It lessens my symptoms. But it’s not enough to make “normal” or “healthy”. I don’t suppose anything ever will be. I reckon I’ll be in and out of mental hospitals for the rest of my life.

I’m still in University, taking my undergrad. But I’m a massive idiot, so I’m also failing miserably.

There will be a lot of sarcasm in this blog. Unfortunately I don’t know how to make that translate well into writing… so good luck figuring out if I’m joking or not. But I am seriously someone’s mistress, seriously bipolar and seriously failing at life, if that helps to clarify.

Blessed Be!