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12/4
i wrote a fairly long entry just moments ago but deleted it because it was mostly gibberish. i know i have the inspiration to write again, but tonight - this lonely, rainy monday - is the wrong n...
october 3
lately i’ve been trying to be less of a bleeding, open heart. less of a book that’s been left wide open, the pages torn. i miss the girl i used to be - the one with ambition and a lot of dreams a...
6/26
i haven’t written since march and i feel really bad about that. i think about coming here and writing just about every other day, but it makes me anxious. a lot has happened and yet everything is...
she doesn't get it
the older man from florida (from my last entry) came in again this morning, and we talked for almost 45 minutes when i should’ve been cutting vegetables and prepping meat. i’m not going to lie an...
the antagonist
i’m nice to all of my regular customers - okay, almost all of them - because they are REGULAR and can deal with my occasional attitude. and this includes the 40 or maybe 50-something man with the...
not fun
sometimes i don’t know who i am. i think i’m just a girl with too much nostalgia, an indecisive personality, and a drinking/smoking problem. a girl who is too dependent on her boyfriend, who does...
happy weird and lost
9:44 pm on a saturday night and my face is slightly numb and tingly from a bottle of wine. my boyfriend is at work and i’m hoping that he comes to my house afterward so i can try to stick my tong...
honest
my mind and my hands have been burning the past few days for me to get these words out. it has been a long while since i’ve written, and even longer since i feel like i’ve written something meani...
