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no longer wide-eyed and full

by anythingbutlove

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July 20, 2017

groundhog day

Remember one year ago when I was panicked and lost because I was unemployed and it was so incredibly hot in Temecula and I felt like a failure? Good news! I’m back in the exact same situation! ...


December 28, 2016

the overwhelming light

I’m thinking a lot about the places we live in and the places that become the backdrop of all the trivial and life-changing moments. One of my favorite places in the world is closing its doors at...


I’ve come to an entirely revamped site and the revelation that NoJoMo is basically the new, what was it? NaNoWriMo? I think I tried to do that when I was fifteen. It’s midnight and raining and l...


November 03, 2016

lost stars

I don’t want anyone to know how lost I feel. I don’t want to let on how absolutely, terrifyingly aimless I am. It’s November and I’m going on interviews for goddamn sandwich places. I feel like ...


In all of my anticipations for post-grad life, I guess I didn’t really expect to see myself become a cliche. You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become a underemployed, coll...


July 19, 2016

life's so cynical

i’m full of contradictions and hypocrisies i’m so tired, i don’t even know which side of fighting i’m on today was just like yesterday, and the day before taking myself so goddamn seriously and ...


I am bored. I’ve hit the wall. I had an interview on Friday and it went well and then I had a nice afternoon with my brother and I pictured what my life would be like if I ended up getting the jo...


Write a few sentences, then delete them. Listen to my mind whir and then watch my mouth as no words come out. Start, then stop. Want to do something, but then do nothing. Think about accomplishme...


Book Description

filtering and filibustering through that post-grad abyss