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Life and musings of an old mom-to-be

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January 25, 2016

Emotional

This morning I forgot to take my sulpiride and got really emotional. It was like 3 pm and I couldn’t figure out why I was going out of my mind, wanting to scream at the baby for not going to slee...


January 23, 2016

His accomplishments

He has peed in the tub, crapped in the pool, puked all over me (and pretty much everyone in the family), bitchslapped the cat, pulled his aunt’s hair, scratched his own face, cried at his uncle o...


January 21, 2016

Middle of the day

Not the time I usually write, but Daniel’s sleeping. He’s been a very demanding baby today–dunno what’s wrong, but he’s pretty much crying all the time. Maybe teething? Who knows, poor thing. At ...


January 20, 2016

I don't really

Feel like writing, but I figure, what the hell. Just spent 2 hours putting Daniel down for the night. He was totally rebellious today, full of smiles and coos and chatter but definitely NOT going...


January 18, 2016

Nobody reads

Cos I don’t get any comments. Guess that’s what I get for being away for so long. Anyway, I’ll keep on writing, even if only for myself. Someday I’ll figure out how to post those pictures. Today ...


January 16, 2016

It's the Apocalypse!

Cos I’m writing again. Honestly, I’ll try to make a habit of writing more often. It’s probably gonna happen too… at least until I get back to work. My maternity leave ends in 5 days! OMFG!!! Wher...


January 15, 2016

Peek-a-boo!

Here I am! Albeit briefly. I have mixed feelings about posting an entry. On the one hand, I want to immortalize these moments forever, because I WILL forget it… and on the other hand, I’m such a ...


November 09, 2015

Hi and Bye

Shortest and fastest entry ever, while baby sleeps. Daniel is 3 months and I’m trying to encourage certain sleeping habits. So far so good… he’s sleeping through the night, bless him! Of course t...


September 15, 2015

Oh how time flies...

Again it’s been like 3 weeks. I can’t seem to get into the hang of things. For a while there I had more time to do stuff… but then inexplicably Daniel turned from a sweet, sleepy, easygoing baby ...


August 28, 2015

Wow...

Okay, so everyone told me having a newborn was a lot of work. No sleeping, hormone blues, crying, painful breastfeeding… and so forth and so on. But I didn’t really GET IT. Now I do. It’s A LOT O...


August 11, 2015

Daniel is here!

He came into my life unexpectedly last Thursday, at 37 weeks and 3 weeks ahead of Schedule (still considered full-term, thankfully). I didn’t see it coming at all. Went to bed Wednesday night aft...


August 01, 2015

Limited

I walked to pilates today (about 30 min), then did 60 min of actual pilates, walked 15 to the subway station, went to the closest mall … shopped for about two hours… and that was IT. Apparently I...


July 31, 2015

A damn fool

So today I went to the midwife for my first monitoring session, and Daniel did just fine. Then, on the way back, I dunno how I managed to get the side of my rear bumper stuck on this thing sticki...


July 28, 2015

Majorly knocked up

Things seem to be going ok with my knocked-up friend and my majorly knocked-up self. One of my faves said this might be the making of her, and I hope it will be. At least… so far, so good, and th...


July 21, 2015

People

I found out today one of my best Concepcion friends is pregnant. 6 weeks. I should be thrilled! Especially because she was so supportive of my pregnancy and my choices. But it was sort of a hard ...


I really, really needed it. This past week has been crazy, since I was packing up and moving back to Santiago (not with furniture and stuff, cos I’m staying at my parents’ for a while, but I stil...


July 12, 2015

On maternity leave!

Finally!! Oh man, these last few weeks, the day couldn’t come fast enough. I know it’s mostly psychological, that when you KNOW you’re close to the end you just want it to come faster… but still...


June 27, 2015

Sweeter than ever

So… it’s been 5 weeks since I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes, and 5 weeks since I went on this god-fearing diet. The first week was hard, afterwards I got used to it, and then this last ...


That’s basically my life. It’s been fun. Sometimes work gets a little overwhelming what with losing patients and psychiatric parents messing up their kids and Number One Fan being the occasional ...


June 14, 2015

Pointless?

I’m not really seeing the point of posting entries anymore… except for myself. Then again… isn’t that the WHOLE point? You write for yourself, and if others wanna read and note that’s fine, and i...


June 08, 2015

Funk is OVER!

Really–what the title says. Finally, after a very productive weekend, I’m finally over my funk. I feel ready to take on next week. Hope everything goes ok.


June 05, 2015

Uh

I’m feeling really disgruntled. Must be those pesky mood swings everyone keeps talking about. Just seems this whole week has been filled with nothing but criticism, judgment, misunderstandings an...


June 03, 2015

Still fighting

But not so desperately. On Monday we had assembly, and my neighbors, as usual, were being whiny Little bitches. All they do is rant, complain and criticize. Holy crap–if everything we do is so wr...


June 01, 2015

The Good Ol' Fight

After three weeks, I finally managed to get the crib finished today. I like playing carpenter and all–but it was a freakin nightmare. The parts all fit right except for these dumb little wooden p...


May 26, 2015

Too bad

Looks like my honeymoon period is over. I’ve got gestational diabetes :(. And my cholesterol and triglyceride levels are through the roof (305 to be exact, worst I’d ever had). I don’t get how my...


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