I’m no great writer, this is my first Journal or diary or whatever you may call it. The main reason for me to start maintaining a journal is to keep on track on what I’am seeking, to understand what changes have been made inside me, my life whether I’am going in the right track. I seek different things in different times of the day in different days and different situations, happiness, Peace of mind, less attachment, success, I search these using different methods follow different teachings and make myself think in a different way,its been a while since I noticed where I stand and what I really seek.