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Got really depressed last night and wrote something really emo. I am okay now. It was one of those temporary things. I got rid of the entry because it was embarrassing. I'm just bored, that's...

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Internet, I am ready to leave. Right now, I am ready to just fucking pack up and leave and never come back. I am sick and tired of this pointless existence of lying around and eating and sleepi...

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I wrote out an extremely graphic version of my sob story in my first-draft-before-the-internet notebook, but decided that it was too tedious, graphic, and whiney to post. Just know (those of you...

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Well, it hurts to swallow, I have no appetite, I'm freaking out about this performance, and I don't have the energy to do anything besides screw around on the internet and read... But I did get ...

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So in addition to feeling like I've been hit by a bus, yesterday I started to get a really sore throat. Like, the kind of sore throat where you avoid drinking water because it hurts to swallow. ...

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THIS IS SO TRUE IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY. (It doesn't have anything to do with the title of this entry though. Why would you think a thing like that? Pervs.) Ahem. So anyway, today: 1. Crash...

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So first of all, we have a band again. Again. Another one. This time it was thrown together rather desperately at the last minute because Julian and I told Paul the Tri-M kid that "our band" w...

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I am still sick. You know, the kind of sick that makes you feel like you got hit by a bus. I am just tired and cold and achey all the time. I feel like lying around, drinking hot beverages, an...

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Alicia has risen to new levels of non-subtlety. She now makes fun of Julian every time she comes over to our lunch table, and today she essentially ordered him to take me to prom. She insisted ...

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I got together with Molly and Dave yesterday to watch a movie (The Hudsucker Proxy, in case you were wondering). It was a very good movie, and a pretty good time. I guess. But now I am feelin...

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I am a stone cold computer addict. I spend virtually all of my spare time on the internet because it makes me feel connected to people. Whenever I am not on the internet and also not with my fr...

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Greg wants drum major. I believe he could be a somewhat serious candidate. I also believe, based on the way he treats his current underlings, that his leadership would pretty much be a reign of...

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Well, band season is officially over. Thursday was the last football game, and Sunday was the banquet. The banquet was, as always, a lot of fun. We dressed up, made fun of each other, played t...

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I know that some of my past entries are pretty contradictory. It's not that anything changed between the entries. I'm just feeling very contradictory. We missed the bus today because there was...

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I went to the shrink yesterday. Pictures of turkeys and cornucopias and fall leaves were stuck all over the outside of her secretary's window. As I came in, I thought about how much I hate wind...

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(Can you win the awkward game with an entry title? Because I think I just did.) Anyway, got the official jazz band list. Good jazz band is as follows: Sax: Jay, Mike, Julian, RJ, and Schultz ...

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But the feelings for him are on the surface. Deeper down - so deep down that even I didn't know he was there until recently - there is still someone else. Julian (I wish I could use his real na...

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"Hey Aidan, you gonna get nogged with us before the show tomorrow?" said Rob to me Thursday, under his breath. "Um... I don't know what that means, and no." "Oh man, we're gonna be so nogged," ...

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"Okay you guys," said Mr. Thomas after he'd called us all into a huddle. "Let's get psyched about this... Here's to putting on a biblical-themed play for an audience of highschool students! On ...

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"I have an idea! Let's play the internet awkward game! How uncomfortable would you feel if I said that I noticed how much Dave plays the awkward game with you and that I feel jealous of you eve...

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You know, sitting in a dark, dirty pit for four hours, getting shocked by my guitar, living off of stolen Chinese food and cookies from the band closet, listening to the drama kids be instructed ...

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I suppose this is a necessary update. It is common knowledge now within the band that some time ago, Greg hit Ani on the bus. Brett, the quad player who got kicked out last year, told him that ...

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There are three things right now that are giving me kind of an unsettled sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I don't like my parents. I never have liked them, actually, and that sucks. I l...

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So I lost my keys about a month ago. Then I lost my backup keys today. Then I missed the bus because I was looking for my keys. Internal Voice: Okay, okay, don't panic. Do you have a cell pho...

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He's even hotter with no hair. I should have known. If he's hot when he has a peeling sunburn except for a white line where his bandana was, if he's hot with five o'clock shadow and covered in ...

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