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"But if I don't do it, people on the internet will think I'm a coward!" I actually found myself thinking this at one point. Yesterday, after an absolutely terrible Tri-M meeting and a moderat...

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This followed a boring conversation during which each person was trying to get the other to say something entertaining. There was a pause, and then... Me (7:30:36 PM): here's something mildly e...

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Today was the first day back from February vacation. When Molly and I walked up to our morning hang-out spot this morning, Dave was animatedly talking on his cell phone. He continued to do this...

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Even when I daydream about asking him out he says no. But I'm going to do it anyway. I have to. If I get crushed, I get crushed, but this whole hidden creepy obsession thing is not cool. I fe...

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"Bienvenue ‡ l'hÙtel Californie. Vous desirez?" "Qu'est-ce que c'est, l'ampoule grillÈ? Pourquoi est-ce que c'est dans le menu?" "Nous avons le pain grillÈ et la poisson grillÈ. Pourquoi pas...

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Dave (8:54:29 PM): oh man Dave (8:54:35 PM): i love this book Me (8:54:35 PM): what? Dave (8:56:28 PM): "The American political system is like a gigantic Mexican Christmas fiesta. Each party ...

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After spending several hours late last night drowning my sorrows in sugar and ska, I am feeling a little better. Not completely better, but not like shit either. I... Still haven't decided whet...

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Today the jazz band went to a giant convention center in the city to compete with a bunch of other high school jazz bands. It was pretty chaotic. The whole time we were there, people were runni...

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Internet, I'm a stalker. I am that crazy girl. I am absolutely, not-in-a-good-way, medically obsessed with him, and he is ablsolutely none the wiser, because he is just too oblivious and trusti...

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I didn't go home yesterday. I hung around after school until jazz band, and then I hung around after that until the basketball game, where I played in the pep band. So I got home around ten. S...

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As was mentioned by Molly, a teacher at my school died over the weekend. He couldn't have been older than thirty five, and as of Friday he was perfectly healthy. He just had a heart attack, out...

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Things have been going well for me lately. Very well. First of all, I got the opputurnity to party fairly hardy a couple of times during finals. This is mostly because it has hit me that... I...

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So today I decided not to go home before jazz band. When I asked Dave what there was to do around school while waiting for jazz band, he said, "Why don't you come to philosophy club?" "Eh..." I...

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I am thinking about leaving open diary. Because this started as a way for me to look at things as they are, and it's turned into a way for me to make them into something more. Basically, this w...

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Yesterday at about midnight, I wrote this in my first-draft-before-the-internet journal: I'm in one of my weird post-performance moods. I've realized that that's what these are. They happen ...

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Wednesday at the end of Odyssey, Adam said to me, "So, how'd you do on that physics test?" "I failed," I said. "Me too!" he said, and held up his hand. After I decided that it was really my on...

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Dave (7:43:23 PM): so Dave (7:43:48 PM): i get the feeling that julian doesn't want me to play in the talent show Me (7:44:04 PM): why? Dave (7:44:11 PM): i don't know Dave (7:44:30 PM): i fe...

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Things are getting more interesting talent show wise. We practiced today, for maybe a half hour and without Rob. We don't know if we will be able to practice again before the show. We didn't o...

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I think that Odyssey is one of those things that requires an explanation, and I haven't really explained it yet. Within our school, Odyssey is much like Blue Man Group. You know those commercia...

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Today was... Interesting. School basically consisted of 1) Accidentally being kind of mean to this wierd kid who always says hi to me in the halls some reason. Yeah, I feel bad about that. He...

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So today's my birthday. It has been a fairly good birthday, as birthdays go. I got an A on a bio quiz (my first A in the class since September, I think). My whole Odyssey class sang Happy Birt...

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I just actually stayed up late doing homework. I have always heard about people doing this, but I have never really done it myself. Tonight, I stayed up until... Now, and spent several hours fi...

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So today was my first day back at school, after two and a half weeks of being away from it. I started to really miss school after I was out for a while, and last night I was actually so excited ...

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Well, 2005 is officially over. To review, here's what happened: Started an online diary, got dumped, got a real band, went to France, got depressed, aquired serious love interest #3.5, started ...

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Well, first of all, no more mono! I went to to the doctor today. Throat's normal, glands are normal, I've gained back the weight I lost while I was sick (mmm, belated Christmas cookies) and I d...

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