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Sucky Occourences and Thoughts on Julian - 5/6/2005
So, they cancelled the battle of the bands. I'm pretty pissed off. I mean, we spent a ridiculous amount of time practicing. I guess they just didn't sell enough tickets. But that was only bec...
Fun at Art Club and Assorted Music Geek Stuff - 5/4/2005
The past two days have gone pretty well. School was tolerable yesterday because I studied for 20th century during my first (and most painful) two classes. After school I went to art club, and E...
AAAAAH!!! - 5/2/2005
I'm wicked stressed out right now. I will list the reasons. I have still not started any of my projects, and my mom is starting to nag me about them. I'm pretty sure that my grade in math is a...
Lonely... - 5/1/2005
I just got back from band practice at Greg's. It went pretty well musically, but socially it was lacking. I think it's Greg's fault. I think he makes me uncomfortable in some way. Or it could...
Flashback - 5/1/2005
Last night I got inspired to read back in my seventh grade journal to get a sense of just how awkward things were. I found the following entry. It's a little embarassing, but also pretty amusin...
Piracy and Soliciting - 4/30/2005
Today was an interesting day. In the morning, we worked on our Latin project again. We ended up hanging around Kevin's house for three hours or so not doing much, and then going to the mill pon...
On Innocence: - 4/29/2005
So in health today we watched the famed British puberty video. Kids at my school will not shut up about it. I've heard about how funny it is from like, three different people. Alright, so it w...
Things Related to Being a Band Geek - 4/28/2005
I'm still feeling pretty good, except for the fact that I'm definately not getting enough sleep. I mean, I'm getting as much as I usually do, it just hasn't seemed to be working. I was having a...
On Counterculture: - 4/26/2005
Today in 20th century we watched a movie about the beat movement. I guess I knew about it before, but I never really thought about it much. Now it fascinates me. In the movie, they interviewed...
Back to School... - 4/25/2005
...back to not doing my math homework. I went to sleep at about one in the morning last night. As a result, I was really tired all day and felt kind of socially awkward. I'm pretty sure I acte...
Philisophical Crap, etc. - 4/24/2005
So it's the last day before vacation. My parents are at a funeral (I didn't know the guy) and I'm home alone. The only person online is Adam, so I signed off, because I have a feeling that if I...
Jeez. Usually I hate the phone. - 4/22/2005
I'm feeling happy right now. Things have been going drastically better since I last wrote. I have decided to stop being bored and start finding stuff for myself to do, like changing the format ...
Read My Writing, etc. - 4/20/2005
Nothing much has happened lately. Vacation has been pretty mind numbing. Because of this, I've started writing sci-fi again, and I put it on this site, since I am (obviously) obsessed with this...
Blegh. - 4/19/2005
So vacation basically sucked. I used to not mind doing nothing with my parents, but this time it was just horrible. We walked around and looked at stuff in shops. We went out to eat. We watch...
I'm Getting Sick of This. - 4/17/2005
Well, it's Sunday morning and I'm obsessing. Last night I had depression insomnia. This means that for no good reason (a.k.a, Adam) I got so upset late last night that I couldn't fall asleep or...
Saturday - 4/16/2005
Today was appropriately boring for being the first day of vacation. I also ate like, three desserts and McDonalds food, and now I feel guilty and slightly sick. So this morning I went to the Mu...
The Other Other Girl - 4/15/2005
Today started out pretty good, what with it being the day before vacation and all. All of my classes were relatively laid back. I talked to Adam in the morning. We got report cards, and I pull...
Happy Rambling - 4/14/2005
Today was a pretty good day, even though I was really tired this morning. So first of all, in Latin, instead of having to listen to the teacher talk, we went to the library to "work on" the proj...
Day of Silence - 4/13/2005
So today was the "day of silence" at our school. Kids take a vow of silence for a day to show support for gay rights. There's some symbolic reason... I forget exactly what it is. Anyway, I did...
Jazz Night, etc. - 4/13/2005
Yesterday was really long. I honestly don't remember what went on in school. (The probability is overwhelming that it was nothing of interest anyway.) After school I went to art club. That wa...
Music is my life. What else is new? - 4/11/2005
Feeling bored, in a lazy sort of way. You know - there are things I COULD be doing, but I'm not doing them. Anyway, I felt kind of tired and uncomfortable all day and my eyes were always slight...
Hey, Guess What I Have? - 4/10/2005
A SKA BAND! That's right. There's going to be a battle of the bands at our school, and I am going to be in it, playing the best genre of music ever with Dave, Julian, Greg and Eric. (Well... m...
Energy Crash - 4/7/2005
Yesterday after I wrote, I crashed. I'm not sure what happened. I was having a really good day. I even went driving, and I've already decided I love driving more than just about anything. The...
On Being a Whiney Snob: - 4/6/2005
I'm really running out of titles for these things. Today, was actually a good day, I think BECAUSE of MCAS. It was the long composition, so it wasn't that bad. I just wrote about 1984 for tw...
I Hate Math, etc. - 4/5/2005
Know what's sad? I'm actually excited about MCAS tomorrow, because it means that I don't have to go to math or Latin. I hate both of them, but especially math. I don't even get the concepts an...
Book Description
This is where I will repost all of the entries I wrote on Open Diary between the ages of 15 and 18. Please bear with me while I flood the front page with whiney teenage girl entries.
Since I want an accurate record of how I was back then, I’m choosing not to fix my spelling errors. I might, however, edit out some of the entries devoted to surveys, Harry Potter crap, etc.
Here is a picture I drew of myself when I was 18:

And here is a character guide I wrote for my diary just after high school. These are the people I end up talking about the most. WARNING: SPOILERS, if that applies here.








