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Thursday - 6/17/2005
"wow, you're different...there arent very many happy people like you in our world...." I'm not sure what this means, or whether or not it was intended as an insult. I must admit though, that I ...
Sneak Peek: Band Season '05 - 6/15/2005
How dorky am I? Yesterday they made an announcement that Jay's rock opera is Sunday, not Friday. "Julian! Julian!" said Dave when we ran into him after second block. "Sunday is not the same d...
Weirdness - 6/11/2005
"Julian?" "Mm?" "Tom said you wanted me?" "What?" "Like, you owe me money or something." "Oh, that. Yeah. Here's ten. I only sold two tickets. To... my parents." "Yeah, I think that's t...
On Only Being as Good as the Music: - 6/9/2005
Yesterday in math I talked to Lilly, Evan Desmond, Sam and this kid named Kyle for most of the class. At one point, I told them all to go to the battle of the bands. "Why, are you going?" said ...
The Soundtrack - 6/7/2005
I have assembled a soundtrack for my life over the last three or four years, and I have decided to share it with you. I guess the fact that there is a song associated with every major event in m...
Guess Who's Online? - 6/7/2005
Profile: What I wouldn't give to feel the touch fo your lips, to feel you beside me, to hear you whisper that you love me. What I wouldn't give to feel the sweet rapture of darkness around us, d...
On the Bus - 6/6/2005
Adam: What an utterly wierd day. Me: How so? Adam: Well, for one thing, I just watched a video of open heart surgery. It wasn't about open heart surgery. It was just open heart surgery. Me: ...
I <3 Apple, etc. - 6/5/2005
Yay! I am wicked excited right now. What is the cause of this excitement? Has my love life taken an unexpected turn for the better? Has some new oppurtunity opened up for me and my band? Hav...
Downtown - 6/4/2005
Is that one word? I'm pretty sure it is. I had a few good conversations with Julian today. I saw him more often that I ususally do, which is not that often. However, I realized that every tim...
Bad Mood - 6/2/2005
I deleted that last entry because it was too whiney. Now I am just going to write another whiney entry. I am in an extremely bad mood now for two reasons: I want to get the hell out of school...
Memorial Day - 5/30/2005
Shit I'm tired. Last night I stayed up until about half past one. I kept thinking, "you're so screwed," because I had to be in the band room by six thirty this morning. But as it turns out, I ...
Sigh... - 5/29/2005
I've been feeling really WIERD lately. It can't be described beyond that. Emotionally, something is just fundamentally different inside of me. I feel... unsettled. It is kind of discerning. ...
Dave - 5/26/2005
I think by now it's time he had an entry named after him. Today we had marching band practice in preparation for memorial day. It went fairly well, although there were plenty of people who just...
More Counterproductivity - 5/25/2005
I got nothing at all done today. I watched the Matrix. Then I watched the Matrix Reloaded. Then I read a book. (For the first time in a while.) Then I fucked around on the internet. Then I ...
Thoughts on Various Things II - 5/25/2005
I am sick. Sick sick. So sick that I'm home from school today, and I had to cancel Leah's flute lesson. Aw. I feel bad. She's so eagar. I'm not sure why I'm writing. My thoughts aren't flo...
Counterproductivity! - 5/23/2005
I have a cold. mumble grumble. Today was pretty much a complete waste of a day, besides the fact that I got through an entire written flute piece on trumpet. (With a lot of "oh shit, I'm going...
On Entering the Work Force: - 5/22/2005
I owe Eric five dollars. I borrowed two from him Thursday and three Friday so that I could buy lunch. He rolled his eyes Friday but still gave me the money. "Sorry. I'll pay you back in like,...
Wouldn't it be Perfect? - 5/20/2005
So I went to the concert. The music was okay and the social aspect was slightly disappointing - partly because Julian and Dave were on stage and not talking to me for half the concert, but mostl...
Stuff - 5/19/2005
It has occoured to me that I have not written an entry about my actual day to day activities in quite a while, and that I need to do some updating. Alright, so first of all, Music in the Communi...
Thoughts on Various Things - 5/18/2005
I wrote this last night when I had insomnia. On First Impressions: It's wierd - I seem to be able to tell how trustworthy people are just by looking at them, regardless of how they act or wha...
Things I Really Like - 5/15/2005
sour patch kids very small, microwavable pancakes the phrase "seeing as how" anylizing people how everyone has distinctive handwriting eccentrics lemons having a lot of small, diverse things, li...
Prom - 5/13/2005
So today's the prom, and my good mood has been shot to Hell by the Adam and the fact that he's going. Man. I kept wanting to convey to him today that I am not okay with the fact that he's going...
Fun with Low Brass - 5/12/2005
Well, I'm still feeling uncharactaristically happy for no apparant reason. Yesterday I felt like dancing all day, and I can't dance at all. And I actually found myself thinking things like, "pe...
Energy Crash II - 5/9/2005
I felt pretty crappy for most of the day yesterday, but at night I had another one of those wierd mental energy bursts. It started when I was researching for my 20th century paper. I made very ...
Good Times - 5/8/2005
Yesterday I spent six hours in Hattie and Sarah's garage working at the bottle drive. Basically, people turn in their recycling, and we sort it for them and put everything into special container...
Book Description
This is where I will repost all of the entries I wrote on Open Diary between the ages of 15 and 18. Please bear with me while I flood the front page with whiney teenage girl entries.
Since I want an accurate record of how I was back then, I’m choosing not to fix my spelling errors. I might, however, edit out some of the entries devoted to surveys, Harry Potter crap, etc.
Here is a picture I drew of myself when I was 18:

And here is a character guide I wrote for my diary just after high school. These are the people I end up talking about the most. WARNING: SPOILERS, if that applies here.








